Some days I question why I follow certain people.

Not because they’re bad people or post bad things, I just wonder what made me hit the follow button in the first place.

Official plan for SENIOR YEAR:

-Band class

-AP Psychology

-AP Government/AP Macroeconomics

-AP Literature and Composition

-eLearning PE at home

-Independent study for AP Chemistry

-Calculus III at SCC after school

-Gender and Society at SCC after school

-Hopefully a job.

Overall it should be a pretty easy year. Because I’m doing my eLearning (internet class) at home, I can take a half day schedule, although if the schedule doesn’t work out so I can leave before lunch then I’m doing a full schedule. That’ll help for the independent study for AP Chem, because I could TA for the Chem teacher and use that as my AP class.

The SCC classes will be fun. I might not end up taking them, depending on when I finally receive information about using my scholarship $$ from Rotary and how well I do in Calculus II this summer. Gender and Society I’ve heard is fan-fucking-tastic, so that’s that.

So yeah. Here’s the big question I have: how much is AP Chemistry going to make me hate myself, especially taking it as an independent study?

Like when I took honors Chemistry, I was good at it and understood it and liked it, butttt….

Welp.

As of tonight I am officially very highly considering Duke for college.

Don’t really care about Northeastern as much anymore which is weird. A large part of it had to do with me figured out my majors (dual major in Mathematics w/emphasis in Computer Science and Secondary Education) which means NE’s mathematics teacher education major isn’t as useful anymore. If I went to Duke, I would dual major in Mathematics w/emphasis in Education (they only offer Education as a minor) and Computer Science, which would be okay.

I dunno. Still got more research to doooo.

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thiskidmatt:

I just want a guy that will make me happy

any takers?

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omg

the ap bio test

uhm

what the fuck

okay i think i did pretty well on the MC like 70/100

but the free responses wHAT

i left one entirely blank

answered part D on another and it was total BS

answered the other two entirely even though one of them was kinda BS

holy shit though literally what the fuck was that ugh

i just want to cry

i think i’m on my man period but today was just shitty

i am so exhausted and so stressed and i have my apush test tomorrow that i have to study for and i have to make a board game for this curriculum fair or something idek and i just got home from my band banquet like 15 minutes ago and so i don’t have to stress about that but all the stress from that has made me so tired and prom is saturday and then i have sunday and then another freaking ap test on monday and literally every single person pissed me off today even my best friend did and i broke and called her a bitch and was done with it but i don’t even care.

all i want to do is cry and go to sleep and not do anything at all tomorrow.